Cloud of confusion

It really seems a rollercoaster ride for me. Today I had a sort of a bad feeling about the job interview I went to a few days ago. It all starts really well and goes down the drain. I don't know if I am unconsciously resisting that kind of job, only being tempted by the ok-ish salary..??

My biggest problem seems to still be that I don't know what I want.
It's bugging me so much.
Things just don't seem to proceed.. Things are hanging and I am in a loop.

Well for the more mundane business.
In the process of baking some German Landbrot.. Starter nearly done, now still another 12-18 hours to go. Just got some organic rye flour and I hope the end result tomorrow will be good.